breasts
i wish i could wear a blouse
unbuttoned just enough
to collect your gaze,
my breasts just big enough
to draw your lust,
but not your rage or
your terror,
just enough to allow me
to be me,
free onto myself and
to no one else,
i wish i had breasts
just big enough to fulfill
my affirmation, my sense of reality,
but not so big to incite your anger,
not so big to allow for your vulgarities
and violence,
an opportunity to be murdered,
but then my birth did not
provide this opportunity
and my fear and age will not allow me
to take that chance –
©2023 jacklyn henry All rights reserved.

jacklyn henry is a transfeminine genderqueer writer based on the fringe of sanity, Los Angeles. recent efforts have been rewarded with publication at: fifth wheel, wicked gay ways, ariel chart, flying dodo, pink disco, H S T, sun & moon, and elsewhere.

