Cajun Mutt Press Featured Writer 05/15/24

The Pale Horse with the Marble Eye

All things considered
I would take the Gambit of
the pale horse with the marble eye

He slipped silently from the fog
on the periphery of my field

Marking the little time that we have

Thanks for the update you say
As I go about our day
and I’m lost on the on- ramp
Waiting for the excuse to cut in to the line
Of human succession

A blinker should do
But
Is that right?
Or is it left?

Not knowing the weight of the day I put on the hazards
Just to play it safe
And yet
I have managed to go no further than my
Driveway

I am stuck
along with the oil stains
wishing to be

Gone
without a trace

no spark

No idea
As to what makes us human
Makes us move forward

We are the generation of promises
The generation of easy
The first family of peace

And
We suffer for it

We are not defined for defending
We are not defined for freedom
We can not see the absence of war
Entirely connected

And yet
Lacking the ability to say “Hello”

NO,
We are the ones that know how often death can be

And yet,
fail to grasp the consciousness of the day
We are your parents lost generation

There is no denying it

The truth is
We can have no authority to what America is

We have landed in a reality that betrays the word

And we can not unite
And we can not understand the truth
Only the differences that we are

We have lost the Great Dream
The Great Experience

And we are too scared to do anything about it.
Forever the in between

So give me the Gambit of the Pale Horse
with the marble eye

And we will slip silently back

into the fog.

©2024 Ben Holland All rights reserved.

Brother Holland reading “Johnny Depp is Not Coming” at Gonzofest 2023

The new face of the seeker in the crowd, Ben Holland has traversed the globe in search of many things – mostly himself. To now reside in Kentucky after having been chased out of Camelot (some may call it Connecticut), surviving tours of duty in as far away and exotic places as Iraq and Kuwait, is what could be called a small miracle. Belonging now to tribe of transplants that is Louisville, he finds himself square amid a life that is once again evolving into something more fit for his creative spirit. At the urging of his lovely wife, he is finally pursuing an active writing career, and it starts now!

Cajun Mutt Press Featured Writer 05/10/24

a broken life

picking up the pieces
of a broken dream
a broken life, all the
broken memories of
growing up poor
and knowing it

how your father
worked all the
time, not because
he loved the money

but because he hated
being around his family

and how your mother
broke her back trying
to make it all work,
raise two kids, have
the perfect middle
class life

more bullshit that these
people somehow actually
thought was possible

reality slapped me in
the face the first time
i bought a brick from
a cadillac

knew damn well
i was in way over
my head

©2024 J.J. Campbell All rights reserved.

Brother Campbell

J.J. Campbell (1976 – ?) is old enough to know better. He’s been widely published over the years, most recently at Synchronized Chaos, Horror Sleaze Trash, The Beatnik Cowboy, The Asylum Floor and Disturb the Universe Magazine. You can find him most days on his mildly entertaining blog, evil delights. (https//:evildelights.blogspot.com)

Cajun Mutt Press Featured Writer 05/03/24

Easy Pill

I ain’t right in the head, that’s an easy pill
for me to swallow, but it’s choking my kids.

I’m a piece of shit, lost my cool again
for the hundredth, no, the thousandth time.

Time, it keeps on ticking. Mine’s running out
as I scream and shout over nothing.

The dog pissed on the floor.

Fuck it! Is that worth this argument?
Is it worth this divide?

I feel myself slowly creeping towards the edge
I’m ready to jump, the free fall, the wind.

I wish my mind didn’t work like this.

I’m trying to get help, but what about them?
What about the damage I leave behind?

When I lose my cool, when I’m outta my mind.

The dog pissed on the floor again.

I stepped in it as soon as I walked through the door
already in overload. Work always pushes me right to the edge.

Speaking of the edge, I’m past ready to jump.
I shut my eyes, trying to decompress.

I’m ready to cry, still no tears come.
I’m fucking crazy, long past insane.

She was right to say that I may need a 72 hr hold
I’m no easy pill for anyone to swallow.

Now, I’m even choking myself.

“Easy Pill”

Death’s Bed

On death’s bed, true love still says

“You are the greatest thing that ever happened to me”

“I will always find every chance to be silly and share it with you”

“I want to spend the rest of my life with you”

“Please, please, please, please be my Valentine”

“I promise to make the rest of your life as fun and exciting and as happy as I can”

“Every day I spend with you is an adventure and every moment apart is time I spend thinking about you”

“I’ll always be with you”

This is what true love says, on death’s bed.

“Death’s Bed”

©2024 Michael E. Duckwall All rights reserved.

Brother Duck

Michael E. Duckwall was born and raised in the Ohio Valley. A featured poet at the 10th and final Gonzofest in Louisville Ky. His poem “Making Messes” was included in the anthology Encore released in January 2023, and his first book of poetry The Ramblings of a Recovering Poet was published by Pure Sleeze Press in July 2023. Cajun Mutt Press recently published his collection of poetry and artwork titled 7.2 SkullQuake in February 2024. This is how he describes his poems: “I don’t write, I release. I’m not sure if I could hold any of this in, even if I wanted to. Poetry.. my therapy, my friend, my release.”

Cajun Mutt Press Featured Writer 03/29/24

Finding New Ways to Eat Shit & Smile

remember
all of this
is temporary

you are not
your thoughts
which is fortunate

because you have
so few

that aren’t tied up in bullshit

also remember
that the text
message
you are
ignoring
is paramount
somehow

consider

having
the last laugh
watch

the runners
pounding their
meat machines

intelligent gadgets
calculating the distance
to inevitable death
calculating the need
for the next
feigned
elation

step by step
we abandon
ourselves

everyone
is older
& younger
than you
all at the
same time
the merry-go-round
won’t stop
& it sings & sings & sings
long into the aimless night

don’t forget
grit
&
what
will be

will be

get plenty
of defeats
under your belt
before pretending
to enjoy it
more than
you actually do

©2024 Danny D. Ford (The Unfolding Head) All rights reserved.

Brother Ford (The Unfolding Head)

Danny D. Ford’s poetry & artwork has appeared in numerous online and print titles. He has seventeen chapbooks to his name, including the recent collections Rum Lime Rum (Laughing Ronin Press 2023) and Sucking on a Wet Pint (Anxiety Press 2022). He can be found in Bergamo, Italy.

http://www.theunfoldinghead.com || @theunfoldinghead (Instagram)

His poetry & artwork can also be found in Night Owl Narrative (a Cajun Mutt rag) Issue No.2
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0CTCJR9LY

IN THE PACE OF THE PATH (UnCollected Press, 2023) by Alan Bern

IN THE PACE OF THE PATH is one of the most interesting and unique books to ever come across my desk. Everything about it is masterfully crafted. This is a beautiful collection cover to cover, and an eye-opening read. Alan Bern brings an issue to the forefront that many choose to ignore: Homelessness. He does this in a way that makes you realize we’re all human beings with the same wants and needs—no matter your circumstances—we all yearn to be seen and loved. Not to be swept under life’s proverbial rug.

Inside you’ll find a slipstream of thoughts from conflicting points of view; in an alleyway and behind a reference desk at the local library. Broken up in sections beginning with bullet point memories that could have come from either side. Memories of a longtime city resident with no discernable past/present timeline. Brought on by walks around Berkeley, CA. Peppered with photography taken by the author of local scenes around his hometown.

This is a hefty book both literally and figuratively. The heavy stock paper gives this 114-page book weight, and even more weight is added with Alan’s words. You’ll know you’ve gotten a hold of something real when you hold it in your hands, and the text brings substantial depth to that statement. This “hybrid fictionalized memoir” is a thoroughly enjoyable read that slips seamlessly between poetry, prose, and storytelling. Taking you on a journey around Berkeley relayed through the experiences of people from all walks of life. IN THE PACE OF THE PATH is a must-read rollercoaster of emotions. I promise you won’t be let down if you grab a copy.

—JDCIV, Founder/EIC of Cajun Mutt Press, author of Bad Weed Never Dies and I Pledge Allegiance To The Flag


IN THE PACE OF THE PATH by Alan Bern

“A captivating literary experiment, as well as a moving story.” — Kirkus Reviews 

https://www.kirkusreviews.com/book-reviews/alan-bern/in-the-pace-of-the-path


“Alan Bern’s prose and poetry are an empathetic and lyrical journey through his life. Magical and unexpected. I was surprised again and again.”

—Delia Ephron, author of Left on Tenth


“Alan Bern’s fictionalized memoir IN THE PACE OF THE PATH also represents a diverse array of styles as he moves between free verse poetry and prose to build the story of his life in Berkeley and his career in the public library system.

Bern steps away from the library reference desk to pursue the atmosphere of Berkeley from various vantage points past and present. He captures this milieu with vignettes that move between experiences with the fluid viscosity of time travel and psychological self-inspection.”

–D. Donovan, Senior Reviewer, Midwest Book Review

https://www.midwestbookreview.com/mbw/nov_23.htm#dianedonovan


“Alan Bern’s IN THE PACE OF THE PATH walks the border between poetry and prose, between the surreal and the realism where surrealism spawns, between the past and future which is the pace of the moment by moment of a life. I have learned from Bern’s clarity in poetry and prose to walk the edges of my homeland and step out into the unknown, while carrying the life I have lived within me. This is such an important work to read now and reread as we move through our lives.”

—Rusty Morrison, co-publisher of Omnidawn, and author of Risk, to be published by Black Ocean April 2, 2024


Alan Bern’s IN THE PACE OF THE PATH charts his life in his hometown of Berkeley, California, and gives an insightful look into his career in the public library serving that hometown, especially the unhoused, with love and compassion.


TO PURCHASE: https://therawartreview.com/2023/10/18/announcing-the-publication-of-in-the-pace-of-t he-path-by-alan-bern/ 

Brother Bern

Retired children’s librarian Alan Bern received an MA in Creative Writing from Boston University studying with poet Anne Sexton and classicist Donald Carne-Ross. Alan is a Pushcart nominee and has published three books of poetry and a hybrid fictionalized memoir, IN THE PACE OF THE PATH, UnCollected Press, 2023. Alan has a chapbook, because lack, forthcoming from back room poetry in June 2024, https://backroompoetry.co.uk.  Recent awards include: Longlist, The Bedford Competition (2023); Winner, Saw Palm Poetry Contest (2022). Recent/upcoming writing and photo work include: EcoTheo Review, Thanatos, The Hyacinth Review, DarkWinter, Feral, Porridge Magazine, and Mercurius. Alan is also a published/exhibited photographer and runs a fine press/publisher with artist/printer Robert Woods, Lines & Faces: linesandfaces.com.